I am the embodiment of your love.


I am the embodiement of your love, of your trust, of all the sacrifices you made to make me have a better life, of growing  up surrounded by nothing but love, of all the years of struggling when we were on our own, of all the tears you cried and all the tears we cried together, of you supporting me in every decision I made/make, of all our crazy  fights where we scream and totally lose it until it gets too absurd and we both crack up , of all the memories we share as mother and daughter as friends and as a family, of the little letters and poems I wrote for you when you were upset when I was a kid, of  the funny way you sing and whistle along to a song , of  our eveyday cake and coffee ritual, of all the times we went out for breakfast because we like breakfast more than dinner, of all the nights we danced together, of the one million pictures you messed up with that weird look on your face (but you are really good now:) , of all the Kirschpfannkuchen and Knubbelkissen, of that guru guy on TV we saw and laughed about for almost two years, of how we learned to learn from each other, of all the pain that we've been through twice and of the million times we laughed together.

You always say, that I was born with a strong personality and always have been myself, even as a kid, but I know that I only could grow not afraid to be me, because of you. You made me. Your love made me.

When I did it a few years ago, you asked me why the hell I tatto0ed your signature on my skin? And I said :

Because it belongs there. 

....wie die ganze Welt...

If it would be like that...

(exerpt from "Extremely loud & incredibly close" - Jonathan Safran Foer)




.....I wouldn't have to sit here, trying to figure out how to bring my heart back in line with yours.

Morning thoughts

I woke up this morning feeling thankful. Maybe that was because of the things I thought about before I fell asleep yesterday night, but my thoughts had taken a new turn.

So, I woke up feeling thankful for all the people I met in my short life that inspired me. In retroperspective I see that some people or situations I had to deal with in the past really inspired me, without me even realising it. They inspired me in a totally different way than from the way I thought they would, but at the end of the day they inspired me to make a move, a move that created a change in my life. A change that I needed to grow. And I am thankful for that. Maybe there is a reason why you decide to let certain people in your life, or why you let certain situations affect you more than others. Maybe the total of all the decisions that you make let your heart know which way to go, before you do.


Actually I just wanted to post that song and wish you a nice day!

Here it is. Have a nice day =)




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I believe that sexyness is more than just have a beautiful face or a hot body. Beauty alone  gets boring, you lose sight of it very fast and even start to overlook it. What you really keep in mind is intelligence, passion, personality. To me, real sexyness needs not only some kind of beauty but an interesting soul and inner depth combined with some relaxed naturaleness. So...having that in mind watch this:


Behind the scenes video of Madonna's new Interview magazine covershoot. 


I don't care about if the pics are retouched a lot or stuff like that. We all know she's not 20 anymore and honestly I dont give a fuck. Ain't no photoshop makes you look that sexy. You look sexy when you feel sexy.

........feeling THAT sexy with 50sth....she's a queen.


pictures via blackrainbow and Interview mag

It ain't easy when your soul cries out for higher ground

.....cause when you're halfway up you're always halfway down .


M.I.A. - Born free

M.I.A.'s new video, quite disturbing.Things like this happened. Right here where I live. Where I eat. Where I am happy. Where I am free.


M.I.A, Born Free from ROMAIN-GAVRAS on Vimeo.


Director: Romain Gavras

Director of Photography : Andre' Chemetoff

Producer : Mourad Belkeddar

Production company : elnino.tv

Executive Production : Gaetan Rousseau/Paradoxal

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