focus

A few minutes to myself......finally......breath......relax......what now?
watch TV ?....read?.....play the guitar?.....just chill?

3,2,1........can't enjoy......don't want to.....strange......

gotta keep going.......so much to do.....can't wait.....

standing strong.........

 

Watchout for me world.I have a plan.

closer.

I wonder how it would be if the sky would play music. Not only play, but expressing itself

through music. 

Not very loud , just like in the elevator. Imagine that the music would changewith the weather

and every freak of nature had it's own melody. Every cloud, every single colour. All the light shades

of pink in the evening and the mellow tints of orange, purple and blue after a thunder in summer,

would have their own melody, every ray of sun it's own tone. The wind could be a soft piano sonata.

On a smooth summer day like this it could sound like 'Claire de lune '. 

Every little change of temperatur or humanity would change the pitch of dozens of instruments. And just

like nature they would play in perfect harmony, no day would sound like another, no two

clouds are the same. Sunrise in autumn could sound like Newman's 'Whisper of a thrill' and  when the sky

would be lightened up by bright moonlight at night it would sound like Mahlers'Symphonie no.5'. 

Maybe a thunder would create the sound of a big symphonic orchestra and the calm and soft sprinkles of

clouds in the sky after it would sound like mellow violins.

 

I just wonder how it would be if we were able to hear nature , to feel her on a higher level of understanding.

Do you think we would start to listen?


out my window

 

Listen. Watch the sky and the wind. Imagine.

Claire de lune

Whisper of a thrill

Symphony no.5

~

ACT LIKE A LADY, THINK LIKE A MAN. 

one

WE ALL GO DIFFERENT WAYS,

TO SEE THE SAME THING. 


Dear Love

I wanted to write you a poem.

A nice one.

One that is pure,real and simple. Like you are.

One that makes people think of you and of how undeniable you are.

One that makes them think of all the old love songs that they still love,

even if they are cheesy,because you are written between all of the

simple and honest lines.

One that reminds them of the first time someone said "I love you" to them.

One that reminds them of all the times they thought " I love you".

One that reminds them of truly believing in spending the rest of your life with

a person.

One that reminds them of feeling whole only by looking into someones eyes.

One that reminds them of that feeling you have, when it's quite enough that your whole life

evolves around that one person.

One that makes them think of the small things they like about someone they love.

One that makes them think of trust and home. One that makes them smile.

 

But actually I can't. It seems like  I am only inspired to write about you when you make my

heart hurt, when I am confused or when I am searching for answers in my own life.

When I am just happy and thankful.....nothing.

 

So what I really wrote was :

~

I'M FOR BETTER. ALWAYS. I'M FOR FUTURE.

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne