KITSCH

Wir werden weinen.

weil ich liebe wie es klingt.

Und beten 

nur für den Fall.

Und die Ironie

denn du erstickst jeden Zweifel

in deinen. Amen.

Vielleicht sollten wir weinen.

Sofort.

Auch wenn es nicht so schön klingt wie die Zukunft.

nur für den Fall.

und den Boden der Tatsachen der Story.

Selbstportrait Oktober'16

Status Quo:

I don't know what I am attracted to.

I don't know what I am not attracted to.

And the stars look very different today.

SOME PEOPLE MAKE YOU WANNA BE THEM.

AND SOME PEOPLE MAKE YOU WANNA BE YOU.


page from Simon Critchley's book on Bowie

today.

My chucks are still wet

but there are no more rainy days ahead,

hello world.

I'm back.

Yesterday.

In my head

there's a war between all things unsaid

and all the good people turned bad

In my head

all the shiny shit turned blue

and everything I feel tastes new

I don't know what I am thinking

search every corner, turn the stones

I do remember what I looked like

but who I was seems to be gone

And I am not sure where I'm going

I don't recognize the streets

and the house that I grew up in

seems like a language I don't speak.

In my head

all the happy kids are sad

and all the good people turned bad.

 

Hello again.

We must have passed the point of of return without noticing 

last time I looked around I found myself next to you

now I seem to find myself within you.

So here we go again. 

Dear love, 

it's been a while, how have you been?

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne