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Mayday.

Dancing in the streets - confetti on the streets

thats the Berlin way - to start the May

Berlin Kreuzberg 1.05.2012

a place to lay your heart.

On the run


towards aspirations


overcoming


temptations


transformation


mind on


constant rotation


no time for


hesitation


or frustration.


Focus - drive - motivation


EXPECTATIONS.


Better than the last


faster  then the next


trying to think less complex.


Smarter - harder - fresher


pressure.


Them - we - when ?


Me.


It's alright, I got this, but you know what would be nice?
To put this head to rest
on a soft chest
just once a week.
Or maybe twice. 

until vs it's over

songs in my head

things that's been said

ways I did you wrong

selfishness vs moving on

emptiness vs holding on

moving forward vs staying true

me being me vs you being you

this hate me hold me  is killing us slowly

and the easy way out is not in our hands

we keep spinning around, not making sense

I guess the reason why love in us survives

is precisely because it isn't wise

digital love.


You remind me of music

my mind's spinning around being exclusive

you are trippin me out, boy no doubt

The nature of this thing is yet to be defined

'cause it's beauty sleeps between the lines

wakey wakey rise and shine

in the meantime, I get high on the beauty of your mind.

Somewhere 'tween overdose and detox

you make me wanna flood your inbox

with picturesof my naked self

labeled with the titles from my mind's shelf

no shame in my game

as long as I am falling asleep, thinking your name

I knooooow it's ridic, but this thing I can't fight.

Believe me. I've tried

you know that I am addicted to you, right?

A medley of strangeness and intimacy

feat. digital sensuality

is playing on my mind. Repeatedly.

It borders on felony to make this become reality

but  I'm thinking: actually,

if a probable illusion causes that much confusion

and also seems to form a band

too strong to be broken without hands

....ah well whatever whatever whatever

gooood,  girl just get it together!

All I really wanted to say

is that I've been touched in an incomparable way.

You inspire me.

Can someone please just keep an eye on me ?

that one who got away.

probably got away for a reason.

'Cause in between the ex and the new

the wrong, the french, the smart and the boo

there's that one that makes you smile

just by running cross your mind.

single.

 

2 hours of sleep
 

pillow mark left on my cheek


sunglasses no advil
 

though last night was mad real
 

train full of people
 

I'm hiding behind shades
 

Thinking of a coffee
 

that will maybe get me straight
 

went out though I didn't  one two
 

socialized till three or four
 

idealized my boredom till five
 

then realized that practically I've
 

been dancing at the wrong party
 

besides not talking to the right
 

and now I'm fucked
 

because that took me all night.

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne