I am lying on the floor in my new apartement. It's almost empty. I painted the few
furniture. Golden. Fresh. New.Unused. Inspiring. Like a blank page.
I am everywhere. And nowhere. In between of everything. I am in two places at a time. Or three? On the run. Not there yet. Not too far away though. I am thinking. Way too much. Or too little. Everything is new. I am taking it in. No time to reflect. No time to connect. I am haunting the bigger picture. Learning. Enjoying. I am thinking stuff over. I am changing my mind. I am searching. Or finding.
Or I am just high from all the fresh paint around me. No matter what,
I am here in this moment and I am very much myself.
- Take a moment, slow down a little, reconnect, get back to the middle -
Shit, you know I'm not the kind for a long distance thing
I am too much of a tease and I need to see my king
but on days like these I just gotta face it
you are my main sqeeze, I'm just not ready to embrace it
I wanna be with you and think of you like all the time
I wanna follow you around the world and make you mine
I wanna breathe you, taste you, feel your light
nothing compares to you around me, to you inside
you light up my world and I'm afraid that you might
be the only damn thing that I'll love until I die
damn I really wish, that summer was a guy