Say yes to everything.shirk nothing.Don't try to lie to yourself.





from "Wandering" , Hermann Hesse.


I wish all of you would understand Hesse in German language, his words are beautiful in so many ways.

I really would like to

have a conversation that doesn't sound like one that I've already had.

random everyday bullshit

I drink way too much coffee.

At least I don't smoke,when I am not drunk.



Artwork by The K Guy , stumbled upon it  today.

Dear summer

I wanna wake up to you smiling down at me again.Do you remeber how we used to open every window and turn India up on my radio in the morning? Damn I miss that. I am about to forget your smell and how you feel on my skin...what the fuck are you waiting for ?



nothing. at least.


I don't know if it's possible to ever get fully over the pain of losing someone you loved. Maybe I will one day.

Nothing matters

there's Nothing to think about

Nothing to cry and yell about

Nothing to talk and dream about

there's Nothing left least.

I hold on to the Nothing

that you left me

Nothing is all I got

it's everything

I can't let my Nothing go

just to realise that I am empty since you've been gone least.
at least nothing.






"Experience. Dream. Risk. Close your eyes and jump. Enjoy the freefall. Choose exhilaration over comfort. Choose magic over predictability. Choose potential over safety. Wake up to the magic of everyday life. Make friends with your intuition. Trust your gut. Discover the beauty of uncertainty. Know yourself fully before you make promises to another. Make millions of mistakes so that you will know how to choose what you really need. Know when to hold on and when to let go. Love hard and often and without reservation. Seek knowledge. Open yourself to possibility. Keep your heart open, your head high and your spirit free. Embrace your darkness along with your light. Be wrong every once in a while, and don't be afraid to admit it. Awaken to the brilliance in ordinary moments. Tell the truth about yourself no matter what the cost. Own your reality without apology. See goodness in the world. Be Bold. Be Fierce. Be Grateful. Be Wild, Crazy and Gloriously Free.Be you."


Go now, and live.



ich gruesse alle die ich kenne