love is a losing game


I am in love with you. Obsessed with you. Can't stop thinking about you. I need to have you, look at you,  make you mine.You,you,you...we ! I can picture us together. We are the perfect match, there are so many ways  I can imagine us together.

Even if I know you will never love me the way I love you, I am willing to give you my all, but it's not enough.... this love is never gonna work out .I just can't afford you. I'm just a girl and you're golden...a shiny star, how can you expect so much from me?

Now that I found love, it's so hard to let it go. Damn. This is not ok. Fuck no.

I love you. Maybe not forever, but right now and right here I am all yours. And I wish I could pick up the phone and call this number to make you mine .

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usually I am not into movies that much....


....I get bored easily and I like it when there's actually something that I can gain from a film, after I watched it. But this film just had it. The pictures,the dialogues,the actors,good laughs,things to think about,truth,dreams,LOVE.......I just looooooved it.

some scenes from :


" a collaboration of impassionate young filmmakers from around the world"



 "don't ignore what's happening here !" haha

I couldn't find the whole scene.Make sure you watch it. It's hilarious. 

producer:Emmanuel Benbihy (Paris, je t'aime)

filmmakers: Fatih Akin, Natalie Portman, Brett Ratner, Yvan Attal, Shunji Iwai, Mira Nair,Allen Hughes, Scarlett Johansson, Shekhar Kapur, Joshua Marston, Andrei Zvyagintsev

actors: Ethan Hawke, Chris Cooper, John Hurt, Kevin Bacon, Natalie Portman, Julie Christie,Cloris Leachman, Eli Wallach, Ugur Yücel, Shu Qi, Anton Yelchin, Hayden Christensen, Isabelle Adjani, Drea de Matteo, Eva Amurri, Saul Williams, Shia LaBeouf, Orlando Bloom, Justin Bartha,Maggie Q, Irfan Khan, Rachel Bilson, Blake Lively, Emilie Ohana, Olivia Thirlby, Taylor Geare,Carlos Acosta, Robin Wright Penn

say it with your mouth shut


Sometimes nothing is the best thing to say.

And sometimes a song can say more than words ever could.



So what is it that you love ?

It's Valentine's day.

I won't dedicate this day to a specific person or to all the people I have love for and the ones that love me back. I dedicate this day to the energy of love to come and bless my life, cause I dont know who I would be without love. And I am grateful that love passed my way so many times and in so many ways in my young life.I think loving something and the passion that comes with it is what keeps you going and what drives you to become a better you. 

So what is it that you love?


"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.....
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.....
Love never fails....And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."







I was drizzle and she was a hurricane


John Green in "Looking for Alaska"



I just read this words

can't get them out of my mind

So I share it with you

to make you feel


to make you feel

like I do right now

how is it ?


I was drizzle and she was a hurricane 

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne