Dear *Sigmund Freud. Your Mom.

I had this dream last night. Again.

 

I thought about it and tried to find out if there's is maybe something inside of me, some secret wish or desire,that I am not aware of. I mean,even if it's really really unlikely.....you never know. 

So I tried to be open to whatever my mind was going to tell me and sat down and thought about the dream, prepared for the worst......after like 15 minutes of intensive thinking and listening to my inner self it all came down to this :

 

 

*Freudian dream analysis(The Interpretation of Dreams,1899): Freud believed that every action and thought is motivated by our unconconscious at some level and that we hold back our urges and repress our impulses in order to live in a civilized society. One way these urges and impulses are released is through our dreams. The content of the unconscious may be extremely disturbing thats why Freud believed it expresses itself in a symbolic language.


let me sing to you.

 

 I got a little caught up in the song,haha...but I did that cover one-take and it didnt feel
right to record it again just to work on the "your hair looks like the ring - LLcoolJ"- thing.=P
Hope you like it anyway. 


There are songs that make you laugh and others that make you wanna sing along and some songs just bring you back to a specific moment......and break your heart all over again.

I guess thats what it was.


 

Nothing else matters-cover by Larissa Sirah


love is a losing game

 

I am in love with you. Obsessed with you. Can't stop thinking about you. I need to have you, look at you,  make you mine.You,you,you...we ! I can picture us together. We are the perfect match, there are so many ways  I can imagine us together.

Even if I know you will never love me the way I love you, I am willing to give you my all, but it's not enough.... this love is never gonna work out .I just can't afford you. I'm just a girl and you're golden...a shiny star, how can you expect so much from me?

Now that I found love, it's so hard to let it go. Damn. This is not ok. Fuck no.


I love you. Maybe not forever, but right now and right here I am all yours. And I wish I could pick up the phone and call this number to make you mine .

030-21969466 Price per request / ca 715Euro

Atelier Swarowski by Matthew Williamson


   

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understanding.

 

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usually I am not into movies that much....

 

....I get bored easily and I like it when there's actually something that I can gain from a film, after I watched it. But this film just had it. The pictures,the dialogues,the actors,good laughs,things to think about,truth,dreams,LOVE.......I just looooooved it.

some scenes from :

NEW YORK I LOVE YOU

" a collaboration of impassionate young filmmakers from around the world"

 

 

 "don't ignore what's happening here !" haha

I couldn't find the whole scene.Make sure you watch it. It's hilarious. 

 
producer:Emmanuel Benbihy (Paris, je t'aime)

filmmakers: Fatih Akin, Natalie Portman, Brett Ratner, Yvan Attal, Shunji Iwai, Mira Nair,Allen Hughes, Scarlett Johansson, Shekhar Kapur, Joshua Marston, Andrei Zvyagintsev

actors: Ethan Hawke, Chris Cooper, John Hurt, Kevin Bacon, Natalie Portman, Julie Christie,Cloris Leachman, Eli Wallach, Ugur Yücel, Shu Qi, Anton Yelchin, Hayden Christensen, Isabelle Adjani, Drea de Matteo, Eva Amurri, Saul Williams, Shia LaBeouf, Orlando Bloom, Justin Bartha,Maggie Q, Irfan Khan, Rachel Bilson, Blake Lively, Emilie Ohana, Olivia Thirlby, Taylor Geare,Carlos Acosta, Robin Wright Penn

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this song.

 

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne