Der lange arm des gesetzes und der long dong des finanzamt

Jedes Jahr der gleiche Mist...Ein Freund von mir meinte letztens " Du kannst alles machen, aber fick nicht mit Fickern". And that's exactly what it is mit den Steuern. 

Das Finanzamt ist der Oberfucker und wir sind seine Nutten, denn egal wie du es drehst, irgendwann steht der Mistkerl vor der Tür und sagt : Bitch better have my money! " 


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Project paying the rent

I am a singer. 

Unfortunaltely singing doesn't really pay my rent yet. So I just find other ways to do it. Check out the latest issue of STREETWEAR today. 

wild hearts can't be broken

can they?



I want to...

color your lips with my kisses

warm the skin on your neck with my breath

run my fingertips across your collarbone

press my lips against your pulse

whisper your name, again and again

drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart


I want you so bad. What's your name?


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sounds like summer




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the little things.

I don't know if there is anything better than a super cosy hooded bathrobe after 3 hours of training and a hot bath.


emotions are a hell of a drug.bittersweet suckers.


The last couple of days I felt exactly like this.....about pretty much everything. I am not a moody person and I am not over the top emotional or sensitive....that's why it's kind of a big deal for me to realise that emotions actually influence my life a lot.


So....I've been dealing with this one situation for some time now, it's been heavy on my mind the whole time, but I knew that I will figure it out by the time I am least I thought it would be easy as that.

Then this weekend I was overwhelmed by everything.....I couldn't sleep, I couldn't concentrate or focus, I didn't care about anything or anyone, I felt.....empty, like a zombie, emotions taking me over. lost. I just had to find a way out.


I believe that everything happens for a reason. The bank holiday weekend got me to the point where I had to make a decision. Get it over with. Move on. I think that's a good thing.

I won't complain about the whole situation cause I pretty much fucked it up myself in the first place, but I can't bring myself to regret the decisions that brought me here. I am what I am. 



"I believe that everything happens for a reason.

People change so that you can learn to let go,

things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right,

you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

— Marilyn Monroe — 



Happy Easter. 

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne