bring it on love

It's so odd how feelings and people just turn into memories. If it wasn't for this album, I guess I could never
imagine how deeply I've loved. Chris Pointdexter wrote " if only we could feel what we remeber and not just
remember what we felt", but fuck it all cause listening to the words that I wrote at the time, does something similar
for me. It makes me surprisingly and weirdly joyous. Like...I literally crack up, cause it feels so good to know
that it was real. There is no such thing as real love and I would do it all again. I probably will. 

breakfast with Paul.

Sometimes you meet somebody and you instantly fall for them. Not in a romantic way, more in a kinda
unconditional and very entire way. It seems like their energy just gets in line with yours effortlessly. No big deal.
Yes new friends.

all pictures by PAUL RIPKE.

King of the castle

Patrone and words unspoken

mingling in the tone of his voice

his eyes just a shade too bright

for what they promise

He makes you want that fuck

he doesn't give.

His walk opens doors

wherever he goes

he's the king of the castle

everybody knows.


But maybe thats just how I perceive.

And maybe thats why he never leaves. 

my album drops tamarraaawwwww

"Ladies and gentlemen of the jury, if my happiness could have talked it would have filled that room with a
deafening roar." V.N.

Amazon CD
Amazon Vinyl
Amazon MP3

fussball ist liebe

Marcus Wiebusch hat einen Film darüber gemacht was zu selten jemand ausspricht. Fussball ist das was
wir lieben, warum dürfen die die wir lieben nicht die lieben die sie lieben? "Der Tag wir kommen. Auf den
Ersten der es packt, den Mutigsten von allen." Das hat mich sehr berührt.


Der Tag wird Kommen-Ein Film gegen Homophobie im Fussball. 
Von Marcus Wiebusch


Posted in

what happens at the Madonna in...

stays at the Madonna in.
Cause nobody remembers shit anyway. 

by Paul Ward.

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne