today.

My chucks are still wet

but there are no more rainy days ahead,

hello world.

I'm back.

Yesterday.

In my head

there's a war between all things unsaid

and all the good people turned bad

In my head

all the shiny shit turned blue

and everything I feel tastes new

I don't know what I am thinking

search every corner, turn the stones

I do remember what I looked like

but who I was seems to be gone

And I am not sure where I'm going

I don't recognize the streets

and the house that I grew up in

seems like a language I don't speak.

In my head

all the happy kids are sad

and all the good people turned bad.

 

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Fühlen.

#BEDTIMEBLUESTOUR

Hello again.

We must have passed the point of of return without noticing 

last time I looked around I found myself next to you

now I seem to find myself within you.

So here we go again. 

Dear love, 

it's been a while, how have you been?

DENN SO TUN DIE GANZEN

Ich möchte werden wie die ganz Geheimen:

Nicht auf der Stirne die Gedanken denken,

nur eine Sehnsucht reichen in den Reimen,

mit allen Blicken nur ein leises Keimen,

mit meinem Schweigen nur ein Schauern schenken.

 

Nicht mehr verraten und mich ganz verschanzen

und einsam bleiben; denn so tun die Ganzen:

Erst wenn, wie hingefällt von lichten Lanzen,

die laute Menge tief ins Knieen glitt,

dann heben sie die Herzen wie Monstranzen

aus ihrer Brust und segnen sie damit.

 

R.M.Rilke

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne