so yea

I fell off the waggon. 


Right into your lap.


Released some music in between though. 






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halb schatten , halb licht

Wie wunderschön das ist. 

Jean Cocteau

the good news is

If the whole music thing doesn't play out

I can see a career in fortune telling on the horizon


Feb 2017




And though you're a shadow and it's been a long time coming

you manage to turn my happy into blue

guess messing me up always came natural to you.

Maybe because you only give when you need

only care when you bleed.


And I want my hoodies back.

Liebe Grüsse Lary

Yes I judge people by the music they listen too. Nobodys perfect. 

I also have a RADIO SHOW and a complementary playlist on SPOTIFY.

Guac is extra .


Mein lautes Herz ist voller Risse

aber die Pflaster halten gut 

schlug sich gestern noch bis zur Ohnmacht

aus kleinen Ritzen rinnt noch Blut.

Du sagst du hältst mich fest zusammen

all meine kleinen Einzelteile

kann man das überhaupt verlangen,

wie lange braucht ein Herz zum heilen?


Foto von Kyra Sophie - LA Dez '17


It doesn't matter what I think 

think about you in bars on the other side of town 

all on your own 

think about what you do 

and with who

think about how you still kiss me 

like you wanna crawl into my kneck

like your drowning 

my kiss your only breath

It doesn't matter .

Not the fight in your eyes

not the obvious, nor the things you hide.

It doesnt matter

cause you leaving might be for the better.

At least that's what you think

and though I am not yet convinced

I'm not holding on,

and soon you'll be stronger and I'll be gone.

But for now

for this time

untill you get your head and heart in line

I can't stay

can't stay away

and it ends how it began.

I've always been a drug to you

your kryptonite your only sun

now cold turkey has got you on the run.

ich gruesse alle die ich kenne